Thursday, April 14, 2005

Unforgettable

It was my sisters's bday and we went shopping. Mom made me put the shopping bags first back at the car so we can go shopping again. I waited for them at the shoes department of RP and something caught my eye: the hottest chick I've ever seen! It may not match up with your desires, but it did to me! She was in the cashier alone buying some girl stuff and looked at me but looked away immediately, I couldn't help but stare (in a good way though hehe). There was so much perfection in her physicality, totally unforgettable (FOR ME). I sat in a chair near Converse shoes...she slowly walked towards where I was to take a look at the shoes and I wanted to talk to her...and then unsuspectingly, my mind went blank...!! Fuck! She paused for a moment and looked right where I was but not directly to my face, seconds later she left with disappointed eyes...damn it? I was so frustrated there and couldn't help but think what if I said this, what if I said that? The thoughts that left my mind blank came back like a vacuum sipping the air out and then coming back again. Why now? I figured what a waste...normally with other people, even those I don't know, I can bomb in a topic right away and make it a continuous conversation...she was different...

Still I can't forget her...she was the one who stands out the most among those I knew...its strange isn't it? Some just have the power to make someone fall for them even at the first sight...or is it my weakness? Maybe it just depends on how you perceive these things...The next time I meet her or somebody like her I won't back out...the opportunity is to great to be a loss...
Chad || 7:49 PM